people are stupid and retarded. UGH.

13 hours of work

13 blisters
13 fingers
13 annoying customers
13 million minutes that seemed to never pass by.
but hell, it was a productive day.

irritable part 2.

lately i've been masking my irritability pretty well, which is.. quite an improvement since normally im really really irritable..
so yeah, thats always good..
how healthy that may be i dont know..
but its probably better than getting mad at every little thing that is .. irritable..:)
anyways.
I guess this post should be called 'maksing irritability"
eh?
anyways.
Today was pretty decent.
not stellar.
not amazing.
nor horrible.
not dreadful.
it was okay..
yeah..
i mean hanging out with my mom and grandma was pretty fun:)
they are acutally so great!
i heart them uber much <3
anyways, yeah other than that today kinda sucked ass though... :S.
like i said. im irritable.
easily easily irritated.
farrttt.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aXIk696BlVg

seriously enjoyed that clip..
and weird as that seems..

irritable

either everyone in the whole world is being really irritating today,
or im just plain old irritable.
sadly its probably the later.

Old turban, Young turban

Okay, so today was the mystery box.
I was SO stressed out the whole time.
First, i had to work till four thirty, buy the brownies and the french bread.
Then, i had to rush, because it took me half an hour to buy everything and leave work, and it takes half an hour to drive home.
I changed quickly and drove over to j's house to find that she wasnt even there. Fortunately N and J's sis Lil J was there:)
After everyone came we started prepping food.
Then someone cough cough k and j :p
wanted some fruit:)
(i so understand.. it was very junkie looking.. the food, as delicious as it all was)
Anywyas, that did delay us a lot longer than i anticipated.. but, whatever, it worked out (except for the additional dvd, but. it works!)
I'm so glad the reaction was pretty positive..
i spose i was hoping for a little more reaction out of people.. but.. i guess it makes more sense.. that there wasnt much.. because.. well.. people were watching!
lol
anyways, i sincerely hope that you all enjoyed it.
and i know i had fun.
especially burrying the thing!:)
love you all!<3
ch.

anticipation

scary.
scary pants.

*giggles demonishly*

come to teh darkside, we have cookies!:)

t shirt

by shontelle
is so me right now,
even the hanes part...
too bad thats the only part.
because everything else requires heart break.
and to have heart break..
you need to have hada relationship.
too bad i only have the underwear.
llama goat pickle.

less and less frequent

my posts have become less frequent because i have recently sorta acquired a life..
shocking no?
anyways.
its good, too bad its just a really productive one, and not .. a fun one.
oh well, its better than a boring one!

ZZZzzzZzZzzZZZZZzzzzz

Im already exhausted.. and im ready for summer to end.. and its only the beginingg!
oh my!

running, work, and boxes

running was fun yesterday.. zrhw, i think i figured out why you were sore, DONT have an ice cold shower after.. i think that might have something to do with your muscle aches:S
im up this early, and i dont even have an alarm.. i got to 'sleep in' till seven thirty today...
and i still woke up at seven..
gosh!
boxes! im half way done!!! probably another five days till i finish though because it takes so LOng!

long days

i was working from 8-2..
walking around for like 6 or 7 more hours after that
SO tired

tired but giggly

because i have done practical things today
and i have a plan 2 for boxes.
you guys might have 2 tiems the fun...

so annoyed

i cant believe the mystery box is soooooo irritating!
nothing but trouble the mystery box.
i hope i can put it in its place soon!

box burning pyro

YEHAAA!
so happy that i finally started burning it..
it took so many years to finish and now i can BURN IT!
MWAAHAHAHAHHAH

omfg.

i have no life.
i might burn boxes today..
because i have NOTHING to do.
and everyone is out.. or something
falallalalalala
Falalalala
poop
what else do i have to do?
OH! right...
Make money... SOME how.
im going to be facing some hideous expenses this fall.. try 2,300 dollars!? OMFG so expensive.

Granted

I do take a lot of things for granted. For instance, whenever I need to wake up early for work (which thank god has increased!), my mom makes breakfast for me. She doesnt have to, especially on weekends, but, she does.
I never really appreciate how my brother is so like.. non confrontational. i mean, if he was.. then.. probably half the house would be destroyed ... with like all the potential arguments we might have had.
Of course i rarely appreciate all the advice my dad gives me.. whether its advice that im looking for or not.
I feel like im such a "take take take" person.
and like, i havent really been doing much to recipricate.
At least with my friends im doing the mystery box to show how much i do care about them!
which im pretty darn excited to show!
But yeah, deff feel like im not giving as much as im recieving, not even materially, but like... you know..

anywyas,
speaking of materially.
LOL
i went to the mall today with my mother.
I really wanted a laptop bag.. and i searched high and low for one:
bentley's, futureshop, london drugs...
actulaly it hink thats all the places ilooked at at first.
but i couldnt find one that i liked!!
so distressing.
then my mom wanted to go to sears to buy some baby stuff for a baby shower for a relative...
and then i ran into a couple people, one being zrhw! which was so great!
especially since i tackled her in the men's clothing section..
she was cutting through that section to get to the jewlery section... dont worry, she doesnt have a secret fetish:P.
anyways, my mom was about to pay for the baby stuff, when i saw her distinctive hair, and i was like "thats N!!!!!!!!!!!!" and i actually booked it across the store.
I ran up behind her yelling "N!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
And like gave her a huge bear hug!
and then i realized after that her sister and mom were staring at me like a mad woman.
Anywyas, we had a lovely chat about rugby and fainting and kleat bruises :P, school, and of course.. LAPTOP BAGS! it was so excellent because i found out where zrhw got her epic bag... because i seriously needed one to carry my stuff... all of the ones in the other stores were UGLY. UGLY UGLY UGLY.
and expensive.
and not practical.
and really tiny.
and only meant to store laptops in!
So... yeah, zrhw's place worked magically, THANK YOU ZRHW FOR SAVING ME FROM BUYING A HIDEOUS BLACK ONE THAT DOESNT FIT ANYTHING <3
thank you sooo much!

OH, i got a hair cut today.
its short.
i didnt expect it to be this short!
its a little distressing
and of course im not happy wiht it.
im NEVER happy with hair cuts unless the change is tres tiny!!
anyways,
i should probably hit the hay.
i woke up at 5;30 this mornign because i was cold.
how can it be cold int eh summer? i dont understand..
and afterwards i stared at the computer for ages..
and then tried to sign up for courses.
but the site crashed.
fortunately everyone was in the same boat i was, so its not like i was missing out on seats!
eventually the site came back up about 30 mins later, but gosh it was stressful!

for all you twilight fans

i find this really enjoyable! lol!:)





dont get offended guys, i like twilight too!:P







(this isnt mine obv, got it off zeh net!)

dances with redheads

or i tackle them!

where the heck did i put my dress?

.....awkward......

*waves goodbye*

i dont even care anymore.
I dont give shaiit.
anything can happen.
and i will hardly miss it.
nostalgic, sometimes.
but i wont go back.
because no matter what,
its so damn pointless.
because it doesnt even matter any more.
GOoood riddens.
i dont even care.

im such a loser!:)

but im loving it!
being at home, RELAXING, pretty fab compared to the past 2 days !! hectic!!!!!!!!!!!!

ZRHW fail

well, she didnt fail:)
i was just hoping, since she stayed up so late, (i fb stalk her:)), that she would post something so i could read it like a reading person on reading pills!!:)
anyhooooooo,
i do think that people need to type away on these thingies,
like typing madwomen.
aoooga!
chicker. chikaaa,. CHOSSOIKIP.
i speak piglatin.
CHurttle.

not forward looking
but backwardstepping
i do not want a change!

no complaints

its all working out pretty well.

im soo brown now

too bad tanlines exist.

happy july 2nd

i need to learn to go to bed.
oh, and zrhw? i bet your still awake too..

taokaka

and you dont even know what it means.
AIYA.
silly boy.

I took a nap!

i love naps.
especially if i stayed up till 2 in the morning having a very intriguing conversation with somebody.
It was uber interesting tghough.
Too bad i had to wake up .. at 7.
to go to work.
Dammm, i was tired agfter that.
SO i took a nap:)
it was good!:)