okay seriously?

its so depressing >< why does no one post anymore :(

Lets go to mexico!

Or somewhere!
I have like this HUGE NEED to go to Mexico, or like, England, or France, or China (biased much?:)) or SOMETHING
Like i have this huge desire to travel with friends.
Like HUGE
i want to go somewhere, not this summer, but next summer (of course I'll probably be too immersed in studies or something for it to actually happen--but I wanna go somewhere fabulous!!!)
Even the states.
Even like 1hr's drive away in a hotel:
OMG
thats what i want to do!
We should all have like some sort of Girls weekend in a hotel and bring like face masks and crap!
YES!
wouldn't that be fun?
I think it would..
this summer?
Ohh.. that would be Supa fabulous!
of course, wanting something to happen is far easier than Making this happen.



Rofl. i like how i started off with Mexico.. and then settled for a hotel an hour away.
I just want a sense of independence, and fun!!!
gosh gosh osh kosh.
im such a nerdy nerd nerdingtons.

I'll tell you what's up!

So, life is pretty crazy lately. Lots of readings, papers, and studying to do, but thats just uni life for you:). So far, even with all the craziness of school, I have really enjoyed it. I really appreciate the challenge of school, and the satisfaction of finishing something you never would have expected to finish. (example: lonnggg papers!:))

There was a booksale today, and it made me happy! it made me happy that i could find so many books that i was interested in, and sooo happy that i was surrounded by people that love books too...
how nerdy am i?
I just love being surrounded by people that WANT to be smart you know? Its not a BAD thing to be smart, but something desired.
I always sorta felt that in highschool, wanting to be smart wasnt .. the best thing ever? I mean, it was good, but, things like.. you know, 'coolness' is .. more valuable..
oh well, i feel like i'm in the right place, surrounded by people aiming to do well.

you know that feeling of intimidation when you walk by those little prissy girls in highschool? well, i always felt intimidated, but.. hell, i don't feel that way anymore! there are a heck of a lot less of those prissy intimidating people in uni (i wonder why.. ;))
Most people i've met have been incredibly dorky (in a great way!), incredibly friendly, incredibly smart, and just wonderful!!!
of course, that IS just most people;)
theres always the occassional nut case, but, thats okay!!:)
*breathes a sigh of relief*
i love love love being in uni <3





ps: this might be a temporary lapse of sanity..
This statement will probably change in about 5 minutes when i start my paper worth 20 % of my grade...;)

it just isnt right

last night i fell asleep at 8... and i woke up at 5...
i know , i know, thats teh perfect amount of sleep. but now i feel really distraught because im not used to being the first person awake in my household.. on a saturday.

*edit*

so after this i went to sleep at 7am.. and woke up at 11 30...
13.5 hours of sleep..
AND NOW im super tired again.
FML.

falallala

this is a great post.

SO tired

studying= death.

Frusteration!

So I've been tutoring someone, and I feel like, I just Can't get through to her-
Like the things I say are not having as much of an impact as I would like. *SIGH* I'll add more later I have to do my lab.

Wedding Video

Okay, so i just watched the most amazingly touching and like most fabulous wedding video ever..
and now i want to get married so i can have a wedding video like that!
isnt that screwed up? im so easily influenced, its very distressing.
But i swear, it was SO proffessionaly done, and SO impressive.
It was one of those videos that was sweet, and cute, adn just soo well done! EEEE!
OMG.
i love this video so much.
This one isnt actually the one i fell in love with , but its a more funkier, less touching one, but still pretty fabulous
http://www.vancouvervideography.com/index2.php?v=v1

oh i think this one iis awesoem too!
http://www.vancouvervideography.com/index2.php?v=v1

so obviously i cant find the oh so touching wedding video that i love anymore, but this is the song that is played!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=epHN4uSHox0

new favorite song, very possibly!

i see a theme!

so, whenever i come on here, i write about procrastination, and whenever im writing my blog, im just procrastinating. INTRIGUE.

kt tunstall/ procrastination

she's part chinese. Isnt that cool?
Wikipedia is my friend. especially when it comes to procrastinating.

God, Im the biggest procrastinator of all time. FML FML FML.
i have midterms comming up, and a crap load of readings to do!
WHy oh WHY am i just so darned proned to procrastinate???
Though, i dont think im too alone in this predicament.. im talking to people via fb right now that have the same midterms as i do.. and trust me, they arent studying.
So. why do us students procrastinate so much?
(what a heinous sentence)
anywyas, i have so much to do.
and.. i dont feel like doing it. Such an awful predicament.

Day 2/ school

Okay so it was my second day of serving today. I greatly improved if i do say so myself:P, i mean, i did take 3 times the number of tables i took last time. So, cha!(in the exact same amount of time)

So im deff getting better and more used to it.
SOME people are WONDERFUL
SOME people are TERRIBLY poopy.
but you know, it comes with the territory.

School today, kinda sucked ass.
I went to school early to talk to my TA about my grade. We got our 'notetaking' assignment back, and even though i got 10 % above the class average, i was still not happy with my mark. The sad thing is, The ppl that got the class average, get to redo it. And people like me, who didnt do that well but not THAT bad, dont get to redo it!
So the people that did bad the first time can essentially do even better than me the second time! Even though i was only alloted one shot at it! How is this justified? This is not cool.
Oh well. The TA was sympathetic, but she couldnt do anything ( i understand). But, it just kinda sucks you know? Because if i could, i would so redo it (for marks obv:P)

Okay, then in my lab we had to do 2 hours worth of work very speedy like, and i kept screwing up! gosh, i was tight on time.. so that was stressful.
So that made me a little lamter for my next class, and i got into my next class like a minute before it started. And lucky me, i got the seat that had coffee (old dried coffee) all over the floor. Great.
So over all it was an okay day. But, school kinda sucked butt.

OH , yesterday, i got normal boy's facebook, ches ches ches :)
Oh , and then i had a weird dream about normal boy....
lets see, normal boy and i were like talking, and then he grabbed my hand and like started to caress it.
And somehow we were at teh mall w/ J??? I think, and then normal boy like transformed to be a lot better looking, but a lot shorter at the same time? and then he ended up living at sport check?? in a back room??? SO weird.
but, at the same time i enjoyed the dream.
Oh, and somewhere in the dream tehre was a train in the mall...
Yeah......
crazy shmazey.
check you all later chika's.

beauty and the beast

Why is it so important to people to be beautiful? why!? like why is it so valued in our culture? is it because the beautiful people have higher status? or are the most popular?
Oddly i was thinking about this on my way to geography class..
odd. odd odd.

You belong with me.

Is my current favorite song. I love it, i love it, i love it.
I love singing along to it.
I love how damn relatable it is.
and i love it!!!!
Garg. It makes me a little bit less sad that gorgeous Taylor swift has the same problem;)

The real deal, oatmeal-- character foils

Im pretty sure that for the most part, that is an incredibly misleading title.
I mean.. it's all mentioned.. but. meh , you'll all find out.
So today in english, j and i were sitting there, and our prof was talking about character foils... and it was like so hilarious. At the end of the class i took 3 extensive pages of notes, and J took 1/2 a page, because she writes down the important things, and i write down all the crap thats in the lecture too (my philosophy, better to have too much than too little) what im assuming j's note philosophy is: save time by only writing the important stuff and that will be the stuff i study.
Its so funny because as we sat there in the lecture j was like 'we are character foils'.
and i def agree.
Yeah, i just thought it was funny.
Um. As forthe real deal, oat meal, well today i finally did serve for real, the real deal, and i did serve oat meal:P
so, one of my tables told me "can i tell you somehting? this is going to sound real weird, but: you're so DAMN CUTE"
and then i was like 'awe, you're so nice' and then i kinda smiled and then left and as i was leaving they were like 'awe look! she's blushing!!'.. whiich i do on a regular basis,:P
lol. sooo im cute.....
*sighs*
When will i not be cute?..
Garg.
well, i guess its a good thing, its better than being told " can i tell you something? this is going to sound real weird, but your face reminds me of a chunk of spinach i saw on the side walk wedged between the sidewalk cracks"..
ew..
nasty image.
that grossed out myself even.
rofl.

The university life sleep cycle?

U.L.S.C.
The University Life Sleep Cycle:
When you are so accustomed to late night studying that even when you dont really need to study late at night, you still feel inclined to do things that are productive, for instance, make kraft dinner, or clean your room.
I personally chose the later option. It a significantly smaller amount of calories;)
lol, but seriously, i weirdly cant sleep. Fml.

Oh, and i almost forgot. I think.. I think I'm really really confused about my 'guy type'.. i swear, i have zero pattern. Different races, different cliques, different everything! WTF!?!?!
right now.. Im so confused!

ALso, Coincidences= love.
So a couple of weeks ago, i was walking to one of my classes for the first time, and this random asian girl walks up to me and was like 'are you taking ..." *my class* and i was like 'yeah. " she was like 'ohh well, im lost" and i was like "well, lets find it together!"
ANd presto magic babbby!
We ended up having the same tutorial, and she is totally cool and understands my random inclinations to be strange, not that she herself is strange, but she reacts appropriately, and that is, a rariety.
So yeah, she's pretty cool.
And, you know waht was so HIlarious? today we were walking to the bus, and she said "you're always in a good mood"
i find it funny that people think this of me! because.. honestly, id ont think of myself as a 'good mood' person, ya know? i swear im like grouchy 90 percent of the time.
And i live in a cave and i eat children for breakfast lunch and dinner.
Aoooga.
I love my duck.
And that is all i ever wanted.
Loved my duck!
only cool people will have understood that allusion.
:)
*achooooo*

finally!/dreams

So guess what? last night was my first day of serving, and i had fun:) it was good:D
and last night i also had a weird dream about myself, J, and Normal guy..
it was weird..
i vaguely remember mouthing the words to J as we sat at a table w/ Normal guy "THATS NORMAL GUY" and J went "oooooh!"
and then for some reason J and i were running around with home phones.. like, the cordless ones? down the highway, and for some reason, one of us dropped a phone, and tehn we went and hid in a ditch.
and then the police found us, and were like "is this your phone?"
screwed up dream, and there was some weirder elements to it
but, i cant rememember

What weekend?

So, the rest of the world was supposed to have just experienced a weekend, right? RIGHT? WELL, apparently that weekend just waltzed on past me, and like, missed me because all i did this weekend:
WORK AND WORK AND WORK
i did readings and wrote notes for hours.
the only break i had from that was to go to WORK.
waht a great time.
SO great.



*does a crazy dance that is relatively spazztic, arms flailing and all*

Already stressing, its very distressing

the title of this appears to be rhyming.. but really it isnt.. because i just like incorporated the first word into the second, so im not that pro ><
God, university sucks.
i feel like im already falling behind in everything! (except english and sociology.. the class that i loveeeee and they are easy:D)
but yeah.. it is still tough.
and awful.
GRRRRR.

ah crap.

I just noticed that i have internal bleeding ( a slight case) where my backpack straps are..WTF.

Forever Plagued

Lets just say I had the Craziest dream last night and now i am like.. never going to be the same. Ever. it was crazyy cakes!.
lets just say some of the things i like most and least were in it.. AND OMG now im screwed up. YAY. NOT.

Cool Potatoes

I'm currently sitting with two loons that are too loony for a toonie! HAHAHAHAHAHA.
I am also pleasantly tingling with joy.
This is because I just ate cereal out of a bag.
My life is complete.

And now it sinks in.

Crap. I hate university right now. Did you realize that university means ABsolutely no social life? it just means: READING, READING, READING.
Gosh.
You better like reading if you go to uni, because, hell if you don't your so screwed.
anyways, I'm been slacking a bit in the make-friends department, and in the do-the-homework department.
Which is SO not cool.
Gosh, i really need to work on that!
So severely!
Anyways.
I must run off, and actually attempt to pack for school before I get conveniently distracted..
Oh god I'M SOO easily distracted.
And now Im getting distracted by me typing about distractions and how easily im distracted.
GOD.

Im a big kid now.

I'm currently sitting in University, waiting for my tutorial to start. Weirdest feeling ever. Like seriously. I can't believe that I'm sitting here, all university like! ME .. in university.. EEK!
:)
it makes me giddy, but nervous all at once.
O god, i seriously shouldnt scan the room because a guy just saw me scanning the room.. and it was weird.
It was so weird.
Oh so my first class was History, and guess what? I befriended someone!~:)
she was sitting, all by herself, so i sat next to her.. because.. well she was normal looking and not a freak, and .. well.. I just wanted to talk to SOMEONE.
so she was super nice, turns out shes a third year student, so i asked her some questions i ask everyone 'laptop vs notepad'.. etc..
and then well, class started and it was only a half hour.
so. yah.. I left.. and found my next class.
then i saw this normal looking guy, and i was like *internally chanting "befriend, befriend!" and then we shook hands and made awkward 'i just met you' conversation
and now I wait, wait for my lovely lovely tutorial, while the normal looking guy goes off to buy a parking pass.
God, there are so many university students here..
they keep walking by me.
how exciting!:)
im so ecstatic.
I loove seeing people walk back and forth, because I know they are looking for something to do... and are filling time by walking.
Its funny because i would be doing that, if i didnt bring my laptop, and i didnt ask a lovely english girl (accent and all) to help me connect to the internet, then i would be screwed. but i didnt! i was brave! and met a grand total of 3 people! wooohooo!:)
i dont know what i'll do when i have classes to wait for on mondays. i mean, its going to be so boring...
oH god, a frizy haired and bearded guy walked by and i looked up and he looked at me.
how awkward.
i need to nail this whole hallway etiquette while i sit here on my lapper toppers.
wooohoo.
so i have tutorial in an hour.
maybe i should move back..
to the front of the tutorial
because i told normal guy that i'll just be waiting by the tutorial room for it to start..
so i totally lied.
that is not a very good first impression.
tsk tsk i say to myself, tsk tsk!!
ewwww.
a guy just walked by wearing capris.
and no socks
in his nike runners.
ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
thats so gross.
isnt 'gros' in spanish.. fat?
thats random.\
anywyas. i should probably move back, but i dont want to look like i was sitting there, waiting for normal guy to come back.
Gosh, how pathetic.
wow, a fourtyish woman just walked by.
its weird that adults go to universtiy too.
i'm pretty sure that wasnt a prof btw, because she was wearing sweats.
so, if she is a prof, tsk tsk, call what not to wear.
hmm.
well i thnk im blogged out. even though i still have another HOUR.
my god what am i to do???
WHAT AM I TO DO???
pooh.

happy august

so lets see.
school is comming!
Im so stoked! I'm so excited to dress all mature and stylish.. and meet all these mature and stylish mushes!:D
*sighs*
.....................and of course.. the educational experience will be phenominal...
*coughs*
mush mush mush<3

people are stupid and retarded. UGH.

13 hours of work

13 blisters
13 fingers
13 annoying customers
13 million minutes that seemed to never pass by.
but hell, it was a productive day.

irritable part 2.

lately i've been masking my irritability pretty well, which is.. quite an improvement since normally im really really irritable..
so yeah, thats always good..
how healthy that may be i dont know..
but its probably better than getting mad at every little thing that is .. irritable..:)
anyways.
I guess this post should be called 'maksing irritability"
eh?
anyways.
Today was pretty decent.
not stellar.
not amazing.
nor horrible.
not dreadful.
it was okay..
yeah..
i mean hanging out with my mom and grandma was pretty fun:)
they are acutally so great!
i heart them uber much <3
anyways, yeah other than that today kinda sucked ass though... :S.
like i said. im irritable.
easily easily irritated.
farrttt.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aXIk696BlVg

seriously enjoyed that clip..
and weird as that seems..

irritable

either everyone in the whole world is being really irritating today,
or im just plain old irritable.
sadly its probably the later.

Old turban, Young turban

Okay, so today was the mystery box.
I was SO stressed out the whole time.
First, i had to work till four thirty, buy the brownies and the french bread.
Then, i had to rush, because it took me half an hour to buy everything and leave work, and it takes half an hour to drive home.
I changed quickly and drove over to j's house to find that she wasnt even there. Fortunately N and J's sis Lil J was there:)
After everyone came we started prepping food.
Then someone cough cough k and j :p
wanted some fruit:)
(i so understand.. it was very junkie looking.. the food, as delicious as it all was)
Anywyas, that did delay us a lot longer than i anticipated.. but, whatever, it worked out (except for the additional dvd, but. it works!)
I'm so glad the reaction was pretty positive..
i spose i was hoping for a little more reaction out of people.. but.. i guess it makes more sense.. that there wasnt much.. because.. well.. people were watching!
lol
anyways, i sincerely hope that you all enjoyed it.
and i know i had fun.
especially burrying the thing!:)
love you all!<3
ch.

anticipation

scary.
scary pants.

*giggles demonishly*

come to teh darkside, we have cookies!:)

t shirt

by shontelle
is so me right now,
even the hanes part...
too bad thats the only part.
because everything else requires heart break.
and to have heart break..
you need to have hada relationship.
too bad i only have the underwear.
llama goat pickle.

less and less frequent

my posts have become less frequent because i have recently sorta acquired a life..
shocking no?
anyways.
its good, too bad its just a really productive one, and not .. a fun one.
oh well, its better than a boring one!

ZZZzzzZzZzzZZZZZzzzzz

Im already exhausted.. and im ready for summer to end.. and its only the beginingg!
oh my!

running, work, and boxes

running was fun yesterday.. zrhw, i think i figured out why you were sore, DONT have an ice cold shower after.. i think that might have something to do with your muscle aches:S
im up this early, and i dont even have an alarm.. i got to 'sleep in' till seven thirty today...
and i still woke up at seven..
gosh!
boxes! im half way done!!! probably another five days till i finish though because it takes so LOng!

long days

i was working from 8-2..
walking around for like 6 or 7 more hours after that
SO tired

tired but giggly

because i have done practical things today
and i have a plan 2 for boxes.
you guys might have 2 tiems the fun...

so annoyed

i cant believe the mystery box is soooooo irritating!
nothing but trouble the mystery box.
i hope i can put it in its place soon!

box burning pyro

YEHAAA!
so happy that i finally started burning it..
it took so many years to finish and now i can BURN IT!
MWAAHAHAHAHHAH

omfg.

i have no life.
i might burn boxes today..
because i have NOTHING to do.
and everyone is out.. or something
falallalalalala
Falalalala
poop
what else do i have to do?
OH! right...
Make money... SOME how.
im going to be facing some hideous expenses this fall.. try 2,300 dollars!? OMFG so expensive.

Granted

I do take a lot of things for granted. For instance, whenever I need to wake up early for work (which thank god has increased!), my mom makes breakfast for me. She doesnt have to, especially on weekends, but, she does.
I never really appreciate how my brother is so like.. non confrontational. i mean, if he was.. then.. probably half the house would be destroyed ... with like all the potential arguments we might have had.
Of course i rarely appreciate all the advice my dad gives me.. whether its advice that im looking for or not.
I feel like im such a "take take take" person.
and like, i havent really been doing much to recipricate.
At least with my friends im doing the mystery box to show how much i do care about them!
which im pretty darn excited to show!
But yeah, deff feel like im not giving as much as im recieving, not even materially, but like... you know..

anywyas,
speaking of materially.
LOL
i went to the mall today with my mother.
I really wanted a laptop bag.. and i searched high and low for one:
bentley's, futureshop, london drugs...
actulaly it hink thats all the places ilooked at at first.
but i couldnt find one that i liked!!
so distressing.
then my mom wanted to go to sears to buy some baby stuff for a baby shower for a relative...
and then i ran into a couple people, one being zrhw! which was so great!
especially since i tackled her in the men's clothing section..
she was cutting through that section to get to the jewlery section... dont worry, she doesnt have a secret fetish:P.
anyways, my mom was about to pay for the baby stuff, when i saw her distinctive hair, and i was like "thats N!!!!!!!!!!!!" and i actually booked it across the store.
I ran up behind her yelling "N!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
And like gave her a huge bear hug!
and then i realized after that her sister and mom were staring at me like a mad woman.
Anywyas, we had a lovely chat about rugby and fainting and kleat bruises :P, school, and of course.. LAPTOP BAGS! it was so excellent because i found out where zrhw got her epic bag... because i seriously needed one to carry my stuff... all of the ones in the other stores were UGLY. UGLY UGLY UGLY.
and expensive.
and not practical.
and really tiny.
and only meant to store laptops in!
So... yeah, zrhw's place worked magically, THANK YOU ZRHW FOR SAVING ME FROM BUYING A HIDEOUS BLACK ONE THAT DOESNT FIT ANYTHING <3
thank you sooo much!

OH, i got a hair cut today.
its short.
i didnt expect it to be this short!
its a little distressing
and of course im not happy wiht it.
im NEVER happy with hair cuts unless the change is tres tiny!!
anyways,
i should probably hit the hay.
i woke up at 5;30 this mornign because i was cold.
how can it be cold int eh summer? i dont understand..
and afterwards i stared at the computer for ages..
and then tried to sign up for courses.
but the site crashed.
fortunately everyone was in the same boat i was, so its not like i was missing out on seats!
eventually the site came back up about 30 mins later, but gosh it was stressful!

for all you twilight fans

i find this really enjoyable! lol!:)





dont get offended guys, i like twilight too!:P







(this isnt mine obv, got it off zeh net!)

dances with redheads

or i tackle them!

where the heck did i put my dress?

.....awkward......

*waves goodbye*

i dont even care anymore.
I dont give shaiit.
anything can happen.
and i will hardly miss it.
nostalgic, sometimes.
but i wont go back.
because no matter what,
its so damn pointless.
because it doesnt even matter any more.
GOoood riddens.
i dont even care.

im such a loser!:)

but im loving it!
being at home, RELAXING, pretty fab compared to the past 2 days !! hectic!!!!!!!!!!!!

ZRHW fail

well, she didnt fail:)
i was just hoping, since she stayed up so late, (i fb stalk her:)), that she would post something so i could read it like a reading person on reading pills!!:)
anyhooooooo,
i do think that people need to type away on these thingies,
like typing madwomen.
aoooga!
chicker. chikaaa,. CHOSSOIKIP.
i speak piglatin.
CHurttle.

not forward looking
but backwardstepping
i do not want a change!

no complaints

its all working out pretty well.

im soo brown now

too bad tanlines exist.

happy july 2nd

i need to learn to go to bed.
oh, and zrhw? i bet your still awake too..

taokaka

and you dont even know what it means.
AIYA.
silly boy.

I took a nap!

i love naps.
especially if i stayed up till 2 in the morning having a very intriguing conversation with somebody.
It was uber interesting tghough.
Too bad i had to wake up .. at 7.
to go to work.
Dammm, i was tired agfter that.
SO i took a nap:)
it was good!:)

oWIE

hEADACHES= PAIN
PAIN= BAD
BAD=NOT FUN
im not a fan of any of the above.

politicians.. in general? from: Blind Anger And Hate

Telling lies, making promises that they can't keep

left or right they're all the same to me

lost faith in the people that are here to lead us

one way or another they always seem to let me down

people suffer, see frustration building up

acts of racism and crime is what comes out of this

time to act against the problems that we're facing

try to prevent a generation from going down the drain

empty words and broken promises has got to end

get your credibility back before it's too late

a change of scenery is something that we all need

lost our trust it's time for you to gain it back

you gotta shapen up pull your shit together

can't fuck with our lives forever and ever

put our trust in you to make things work

and what do you do you go act like a jerk

i will never put my trust in you

cause i can so easily see you through

with your empty words and broken promises

promise one thing and you give us this

can't go on with our lives on hold

ordinary people left out in the cold

your worlds of lies are about to crack

you lost our trust it's time to gain it back

tired..

i am so tired, and so hungry.
im dying inside!!
poop.

Bachalorette

I just watched it tonight, it was soooo intense, heres the run down:
Okay the bachalorette is Jillian from BC, shes super pretty, super easy going, trusting, and pretty awesome.
Of course, she was rejected last year by Jason, the Bachalor last year, because she was looking for her 'best friend" to be her husband, and Jason said "but i want more".. butt head.
Anyways, She is sooo totally awesome, and this week she was down to five guys:
Reid: this very handsome realtor
Jesse: a goodlooking guy who owns a wine business
Wes: A musician whose ulterior motive is to promote his new country cd he's come out with (soo many guys have warned jILlian about him: he's said things like "i have a girl back home" , "ive been here for so many weeks, it doesnt even matter if i stay here anymore, ive done what i have come to do".. so many people have warned her about him, but of course, he's deff a charmer, and she's wayy to in like with this guy)
Michael: a super fun guy who is a break dancing instructor, though he is a bit younger than the others
Kyptin: a fabulous.. business man? i dont even know, all i know is, Jillian was cooking in the kitchen and he came up behind her and did that thing, where he starts doing the sexy neck kissing thing !!(eee!!!!!:)) he's uber fabulous, and i'm rooting for him, he is deff a good guy!:)
Okay, so today was home town visits:
first was reid, jillian and the family seemed to really get along and they seemed to have fun
Same as Jesse, though his brother was all awkward and asked her if Jesse and her had ever been "naked together"
Lol.. but she seemd to get along great with them.
Kyptin, comes from a very wealthy family.. which was kinda intimidating...I mean, they pulled up to a beautiful house, and his parents ask jillian to try two different lasagnas and two different wines. One wine and wine lasagna is made by kyptin's dad, and the otehrs.. are not. Jillian had to identify the "better one" O GOD. so intimidating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Fortunately, she got both of them right!!! Once again, everyone seemed to get along well
Michael, the young breakdancer, has a twin brother!! and they are identical!!!!!!!!It was kinda funny because michael and his brother switched clothes and tried to pretend that they were eachother, but jillian could tell!
Wes. Okay, well.. this one is kinda weird..
Last week, the most perfect man was kicked off the bachalorette. Jake. The smokin smokin smokin Commercial Piolot, who is pretty much the most perfect man on the planet got kicked off. He was madly in love with jillian, and yet she didnt feel it i guess... Anywyas, Jake and bad - boy Wes were sorta friends during there time, and Wes told Jake that he has a girlfrined, laurel, back home..
Jake flew back to Texas, where Wes's hometown is, to tell Jillian, before Wes and Jillian meet Wes' family that Wes has a girlfriend.
He was sooo sweet. He told her first off, im not here for a rose.
He then couldnt even say it.
Eventually he told her, and he told her, because he wants to see jillian to be happy, and he couldnt sleep at night if he didnt tell her.
So, he told her, and then Jillian confronted Wes, and he said he doesnt have a girlfriend..
So she decided, not to listent o Jake because she always likes to think the best of people.
God god god.
Sorry jillian but thats not the best decision.
She met wes' family adn was further convinced of her decision.
THEN, the plot thickens!
Ed, this guy that she really REALLY liked, from a few weeks back, had to leave the competition because if he didnt, he would get fired.
She was really upset, but then! after all this drama, Ed comes knocking at her door for a second chance!!!
I really like ed, he's sweet, honest and just soo pretty!:) hes fabby!
Anyways, she told him to be at the rose ceremony.
Of course after that she starts FREAKING out, internally i guess, and wondering who she will kick off.
She wasnt sure about ed, because it wouldnt be fair to the other guys, and he's behind now etc..
but in the end she decided to kick off Jesse and Michael.
Which was shocking really.
I mean, i expected her to kick off ed. i like ed, but i thought she kinda decided, but apparently im wrong.
That kick off didnt bother me though, i didnt really care for young breakdancer michael and winemaker jesse.
I mean.. they were goodlooking and nice and all, but.. meh.
i dunno.
Anywyas,
Theres a preview for next week, and Wes and Jillian are on a one on one date, and wes slips out the words "My girlfriend" and then quickly says "i mean, my ex-girlfriend"...
Oo0o0o0o0o0o0o0
DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA!!!
I'm really hoping that.. well.. anyone but Wes will end up with her.
Seriosuly, i like all the other guys except for Wes.
he is pretty much the scum of the earth.
I hate him so bad!
Gosh, i'm wayyy too emotionally invested into this show.
Lol:P
rightio.
Anyways,
Hope everything works out for Jillian,a nd she finds someone who truely cares about her!

ALONE .

OMG
WHAT THE HELL AM I GOING TO DO WITHOUT J IN THE ARTS?!?!!?
WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?
*PANIC ATTACK*
*HYPERVENTALATES*
WHAT THE HELL AM I GOING TO DO?!!?!?!?!?
this is not good, not good at all.

materialistic me

i'm honestly soo sooo materialistic.. and i think its society's fault.
Yep.
Society.
oHwell..
being materialistic isnt the worst problem in the world to have right?

the dress

My grandmother gave me a gorgeous red dress today.
its casual, jersey-ish material.. but an older style.
its a bit big.. but i like it.
i like it oodles lots.
So i have decided to make it my summer project, to try and alter it to fit me:).


(lol i bet next year this time, it wont be altered, but hey, ive got goals:))

Beach.

OH YES.
who wants to go to the beach either sunday or monday?
because i dooooo!!!
i might have to email people and stuffs.

cheers to happiness

So, its looking like my lovery zrhw is having a cup of good cheer!
and i am too!:D
im loving this!!
*does a wicked dance move that amazes everyone!*
all my problems are practically gone.
PRretty much!
and its great
...
now ill prolly be screwed over by fate because i said that.
Hhahhahahah.
that makes me think of a TYPO that was in someones grad comment "fate."
rofl.
i dont know if any of you guys would get it..
but.
rofl
nvm!:)
NAH NAH NAH NAH..
Please just follow me..
i thought you wanted me..
I want you all to myself!
Mariana's trench= LOVE LOVE LOVE.
ahhh how i love blue haired men!
*heart grows bigger*
ahhhh.
the only predicament right now, for me.. of course.. IS MUSH'S.
def.
I would def like a mush.
fo' sho; home slice!!!!!
anyways,
im going to go before i try and speak all gangsta' like ..
because my god, its getting pathetico.
Love you all (L)
xoxo..
Talllie.

HAHEHO

HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE
HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO

*GIGGLY GIGGLY PUSSY CAT NOISE*

HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE
HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO

HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE
HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO

HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE
HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE
HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE
HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE
HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE
HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE
HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE
HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO

noooo, im not in a good mood at all.....:)

HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO

no, not at all:D

i had a dream

lalalala..
i just watched Mama mia..
SO fun and fab!:)

Delish.

I marinated that flower,
and i ate it.
yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmers.

sleep young one for you are busy tomorrow

I need to sleep.
for i am busy tomorrow.
i have 3 uber important things i must do.
including, marinate a flower.
yummy.

Falalalala.

really really ...:S
i hate that woman from that cake show who was all spazzy about her cake.

High on life

Today is a beautiful day in the neighbourhood,
because everything is going soo well!:)
Im sooooo happy~
with cherries ontop!
hopefully things continue to go this great!!!!
:D

Commencement!

Ah what a fabby day it was today,
i got to wear an epic robe
with nothing underneath.
KIDDING.
i wore a dress
and heels i was scared i would trip over.
And i sat for like 3 hours.
starvinggg
STARVING.
i swear i would have eaten the seat if it wasnt for the fact that i have sooo much self restraint.
oh yeah.
and tehn i got my rope.
and carnation.
lost my tassle.
and broke my foot.
well.
except.. not.
other than all that, it was still way fun!
especially some.. fruity parts of the day!

Gradtomorrowww

Woot!

FML

IM UP AT 4;44am
and today was my day to sleep in till 9.
wtf.

*angelic choir sings*

you know how sometimes you tihnk people hate you?
and then it turns out they think your fab?
that happened to me today..
its kinda cool!
woot!

Orange you glad i didnt say banana?

Okay,
So today was a really really boring day for me.
i woke up, realized i should check my lit mark.
It wasnt updated.
Then A asked me about updatedness,
and then i drove to school to drop off meza's brother and to check my grade
it wasnt updated there either!
Fml
And it still isnt updated now.
Anyways, i went home, made myself some delish lunch and watched Bend it like Beckham on my lapity top!
Then, i visited the lovely daycare with R, and we gave away mugs .
joy joy.
ANd then, i went home and ran, and ran and ran, because i have severely loss all forms of muscle in my body and it has been replaced with lard-
how attractive!
and then i went home and watched Tyra.
AND THEN i ate dinner
AND THEN i watched Georgia Rules.
AND THEN i went on my laptop.
My day was really uneventful.
I think i should have created a fruitloops factory instead!:)

Flappapople.

Worry is setting in.
Like a llama.. walking into a circus.
Yes.
worrry.
Go away, dont bother me.
Flappapople.
Orangatang!
poink.
alksjf.

old buds

awe
my best bud from a few years ago is going to the same uni as me!!!:D
its so great!!!
too bad we are in different falcalties.
but, still!
it is kinda epic
kinda exciting:D

Lets get out of here

Im so, so, so , so , so , so , SO excited to leave!!!!!
i just wanna jet out of here like a bullet.
(SO cliche, but tahts how i feel)
:D
I want to find some mushes.
MUSHMUSHMUSH.
and i want to run around all spiffy and adult like with my UPASS.
i want to grow up.
i just wanna leave everything and start fresh: no conflicts, no strings (except a few), no anger, no fears,
i want to be completely different.
I am so ready for this change.
in 5 days ill prolly be bawling or something.
but right now, im really ready for change.
ahhhh how awesome!:)

Not so lame

Eeeeeeeeeeeee!

still lame

STILL LAME

eyelash glue

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

my eyes are dry

im laying on my bed, and i have a fan blowing at my face.
no one reads this.
why do i bother?
well, i havent bothered really since the bug incident..
but yeah.
my lack of an audience depresses me.
and doesnt inspire me to write like a japanese chef rolls sushi

i have the sniffles

it sucks

university or college.
WTH AM I GOING TO DO?

head ache

owwie.
my head hurts.

ant-i climatic

im so clever.
youll see why soon.

i was making my wonderfully epic list for grad tomorrow:
Grad purse:
Lip Gloss,Eye Liner,Q tips,Band Aids,ID,TICKETS,money,Camera,Extra Batteries,Compact thing,phone,eyelash glue.. etc.
i typed it all out on my computer so i could check to see if i forgot anything later on.
And i turned around, and on my floor i see out of the corner of my eye, this black thing move quickly across my floor.
now, i have abotu 5000 pounds of clothes residing on my floor right now because i decided that i needed to empty out my whole closet to find an after grad outfit.
(turns out my after grad outfit is the one that is always near the front of my closet, figures)
anyways,
i freak out, internally, everyone in my housei s asleep.
I lift up the purse that the mystery animal crawled under and BAM
it ran like a maniac.
i grab the first thing that i saw: my note book.
(not my laptop notebook, but an actual notebook)
i quickly drop the notebook ontop of the animal..just as it heads towards my bed!!-- i think its an ant.

Okay. so ive got this ant under my notebook about a foot away from my bed. This ant is HUGE. its about an inch long.
Its also 12 30 am..
So.. how am i.. supposed to deal with this?

I walk over to my brothers room..
i open his door.
its pitch black. what a good guy, 12 30 and asleep.
I whisper his name .
no response.
i whisper it again.
No response.
i walk over to the side of his bed, shake his shoulder and say his name over and over .
i finally say "are you awake?"
he said "......yes."
i quickly tell him "theres an inch long ant on my bedroom floor and i need you to get rid of it"
he slowly gets outof bed, walks to my room.
he says "what do you need?"
i quikcly explian to him again.
he seemd quite dopey, understandably.
i end my explaination with "what should we do?!!?!?"
he looks at me and says "i dont know"
then i said "seriously, what should we do"
he ponders and says "i dont know"
eventually i google the ant, and my brother conceived a plan.
we eventually ended up grabbing a massive plastic container to cover the ant, as i removed the notebook, he would cover it.
it was quite funny because i made it seem like such a huge deal, and my brother was really worked up when he was covering the ant, he slammed the plastic thing down..
then i slid a cardboard cut out of a cereal box underneath, and masking taped the plastic contgainer to the ceral box.
now the lovely ant is outside in its new home.

please note, i dont live in a nasty food rotting home or anything. infact i pride myself in the fact that when it comes ot food , im very clean in my room.
i dont know how or why the ant came.

anyways, my brother went to bed.
pretty anti climatic.
haha.
dats ; punny.
haha. even more punny.

wash behind your ears,
ch

lets just get this over and done with

only then.
not now.
fake.
fake reality.

pointless

why do i bother?
its pointless now.
all i feel:
has gone to waste.

gurggle.

of course.

Lashtacular

you have no idea how great fake eyelashes are.
seriously
they are sooooo much fun!
i love them sooo much!
i bought some today for prom.

oh, how i wish all material possessions could make me this appy.

so tired.
so confused
so so weirded out.

youtube is my life

which is quite sad.
i really need a life outside the computer.
seriously.
well, today at work.. it was tough.
first i had an explosion of allergies.
i had to run to the back every 4 and ahalf seconds to blow my nose.
EWWWWW.
and then a bit later i felt better.
then, my coworker came in, and she was suffering through the exact same thing.
luckily my need to blow my nose had significantly decreased by then.
phew!
so... it ended up being her running ot the back every 4 and a half seconds..
i understood though.
i mean, i did do the exact same thing not long before her.
but it did kinda suck when there were lots of people, and then i had to deal with all of them while she was in the back nose blowing/ puking.
yes, puking.
she said she was hung over..
what a great state to be in huh?
i felt bad for her, because the allergy thing is cruddy enough to deal with.. and she had the puking thing ontop of it!
OUch.
hmm..
lets see.
i also watched movies on youtube including lion king 1.5 while i organized my closet.
you have no idea how often i do that.. closet organizing i mean.
i swear i do that at least once every 2 weeks.
i always go through my closet, re fold my stuff, make it prettier --organizational wise-- and then throw some too small things/ oldish hideous/ i will never wear in a million year things into a salvation army bag... or whatever..
yes, its an exciting process.
but the point is!
i found somethng that i forgot i had-- something that i might.. might might wear to aftergrad.. but im incredibly doubtful..
its this cute green dress/tube dress thing.
it reminds me of vines, which works with the whole vines of the jungle thing (liannas:))
anyways, its not practical.
i mean.. first: what if i want to go on the mechanical bull?
i cant exactly wear a dress on it..
or do anything else?

sigh.
dilemmas.
i dont know what to wear to aftergrad.
that is.. jungly..
Frickachooa.

anyways. thats pretty much my whole day.
i know. i live an exciting life.

oh. tomorrow, i might go to the mall:D
i want an aftergrad outfit!!!!
i need to find something cute, practical, jungly, AND RE-WEAR-ABLE.
oh. and inexpensive of course;)
anyways.
toodles amigas:)
( amigos??.. im not spanish.. so sue me.)












oh and ps im an idiot for expecting anything b etter

Firetruck

so im freaking out right now.
freaking out meaning: mad, angry, sad, anxious
so...
yeah.
honestly im not in the state of mind to write about something people might semi care about.. but then agian.. when do i ever write about something people might care about at tall?
Anyways.
Im so screwed up right now.
i blame my life.

i need to walk on sunshine to counteract with all this negativeness right now. Seriously, thats how much it would take to make me get back to normal.

so what?

i just heard the pink song..
:)
Today was a very ironic day.
for many reasons but i will not bore you with them
but i will bore you with my grocery list:
Lemons
Lime
and footie pajamas.
MUAHAHHAHAHA
i eat your socks for christmas
and every christmas.
What the baloney is no one writing in the blogyness no more?
(except for A.)
you all fail
(except for A)




FUJI.
film


sniffle
lick lick
TUMBLEWEED.

needs posts

why is no one posting anything?
seriously.
i have been on this site for about 10 years.
waiting
waiting for someone to post something so i can read and comment!
thats how depressing my life is.
Oh
and as maggie knows, i burnt my face with a curling iron today.
it goes just wonderfully with my already curling iron burnt wrist.
dandy dandy dandy.
WHY DOES EVERYTHING STINK lately?

tired

i sat all day watching movies
and eating
and i went to work for 5 horus
and somehow im exhausted
how?
im not sure.
so sad
so very verys ad

GEORGIA:
robbie, robbie, robbie
dave the laugh
dave the laugh
dave the laugh
love.

alice i think

my bud from work is gone, gone gone
i have no ham
i have no sam
i am
i am so sad
i am so sad
i wishi were glad
but no ia m sad
why you ask?
I DO NOT KNOW
i do not know
no.
i lie
nwz
im tired
..
i know lately i have beend oing a lot of quantity and not quality posts.
i promise.. ill.. try to make more of an effort
but lately ive been so fire trucky upity
it sucks
like fickle scissors .

AHHH
im sleep deprived.
i hate this.
i need sleep

you know what sucks?
it dawned on me today, that i have never been truely happy in all my life-
ever.
like theres always, in the back of your mind...
theres always something that makes you unhappy like..
maybe thats just me, but even when im at my happiest..
im still a little unhappy.
thats my thinking..
anyways.
im truckity trucked up.
night.

AIII YAH.

im reaching for my asain roots.
butress roots to be specific.
ohh geography.!
im so tired.
i just spent like 5 hours working on a particular red head's birthday present.
i swear, my back is sore from it!
hopefully she appreciates the work that my nimble fingers created:)
if not
oFF with her head!!
then we can all eat bread!
MUAHAHAHHAHA
so lets see..
today..
hmmm
well geography.. was boring..
photo..
boring..
though i did look at some sweettt pics with n and l .. they were pics by bryan addams of famous celebrities, and i thought they were pretty good:)
but, thats just my humble, humble opinion of course.
ahh.
i am not good at taking people phtoography
i mainly like...
ananimate objects:)
thats Me!
hohohohoho MERRY CHRISTMAS
so.. tomorrow im going to wear my ape hoodie again..
i have to wear it because of the pickity pic picture
i actually love that hoodie to pieces.
its SO FRICKIN SOFT
and has the most wickedest design of my life
seriously
its so great
shouts out to A for its fabbyness:), oh, yes, and of course J's newest.. dancing partner!
:)
falallallaalalala
i watched grey's anatomy tonight
it was the finale
it was so crazy
it cuold have a cake made out of it
it would be called
crazy cake.
thats how crazy it is.
i know, tis a short post but.. i dont really have much to say today
but.. do i ever?
:D
i love llamas
woot
okay.
off to work on my slackadelic geography homework now
byes my lovely readers
well.
i guess..
reader
:P
byeeeee
night
ch.


(pronounciation: chhhhhhh-uhhhhhh)

Most of my posts have negative titles

isnt that depressing?
im a very negative person. i already knew that.. but it just kind of ... provides further evidence of the fact that i am so negative.
its really really sad.
GOOD NEWS:
(See how un-negative i am?:))
my burn is officiallyonly a 1st degree burn.. my brother may have mistaken the swollenness of my arm yesterday as blisters, but people, i assure you, it is not.
yippee!
my burn, oddly is a u-shape.
its odd realy.
because i dont know how it got to be such an elongated u.






--------------

in case you didnt know what a u looks like..
thats sort of what my burn looks like, but it doesnt make sense because... well.. the curling iron is like a perfect O.
SO HOW DOES THAT WORK?
*shrugs*
ill have to get zrhw to tell me tomorrow, if she asks me about the burn i so generously gave myself.
i give myself such nice things you know..
bills..
burns..
cuts..
bruises..
work..
headaches..
im SO kind to myself.
Gosh.. im actually a little on the accident prone side lately..
OH
add sleep deprivation to the list
lately ihave been getting 6 hrs of sleep..
but last night i got 8.5
it was miraculous.
So amazingly fantastically amazing.\
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
sleep.
i do enjoy it, like i do enjoy afros.
(no coded meaning intended)
i was walking with my crazy sherlockian cousin, and we walk by this my kiddie corner neighbour's house, and his kids were jumpin gonthe trampoline.
I LVOE THE KIDS AFRO.
its so incredible
i love it.
anyways, i was telling my cousin abuot my love of afros and how i secretly spy on those kids with binoculars every day of my life..
and then of course my lovely LOVELY cousin repeated key words so they would hear us as we walked by:
"BINOCULARS" "SPYING"
etc..
i didnt expect that..
*sighs*
i am so depressed that allison didnt win..
i knew that teyona was going to win.. but. HELLO, SHES A WINDTUNNEL HAIRTOOFAR BACK FREAKISH ly gorgeous girl..
I ADMIT IT.
shes pretty..
but..
ALLISONNNNNNNNNNNNNNN *yells name all dramatic like *
shes so fantastic..
*sniffles*
i love her eyes to the maxy max max.
OH and Maggie is right.
allison's hair was died.
her hair was brown before..
though it totally doesnt look like it..
except.. for.. her roots.........
*sighs*
she looked like such a freak before antm..
seriously
she looked like this like.. gothic emo child cutter.. or something.. i dont know..
but now shes gorgeous porgeous (get it fellow apes?:) georgie porgie??:)))
anyways,
gosh, this kid im tutoring, shes gone to disney land 7 times.
ISNT THAT INSANE?
hell, ive gone once, and i thought that was good..
but 7... and shes like...11 years old.....
*spazzes at my lack of disney trips compared to her*
but..
im pretty sure.. that that is abnormal..


Fallalalalala.
nothing to talk. about, nothing to talk about

*yawn*
its 11 30 ..
i should go to bed sooon.

what starts with F and ends with Uck?
any ideas?
*jeopardy music plays*







keep guessing













are you sure thats it?
























last moment to think


















*ding*















oh! times up



















answer:





















FIRE TRUCK
gosh, what a sweary mind you all have.









:)
OH, another question:
would you rather be 20 minutes late for everything you go to, or 4 hours early for everything you go to, FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.

waht a good question huh?
its from WAHT THE BUCK
on youtube.
youtube it.
its FABULOUS.

ex oh ex oh
chearts.
(does that sound like a bit of a rapper name?)

pain, pain, PAIN!

with every key i tap.. i feel pain! i was practicing prom hair styles today, with my handy dandy curling iron, and when i was ALMOST finished, i burnt my wrist.
AHHH.
OWWW.
IT HURTS.
and its my right arm tooo.
:(
oh well..
so today i officially voted:D
and guess who i saw?
well, first i had to register, and then my dad saw the guy who lives across the street from us, and talked to him while i was being registered.
anyways, then it was time to vote *suspensful music*
the lady said "table 9"
i look.
its j's "dancing" partner from english class sitting at table 9.
how awkward.
anyways, we made conversation, and then i eventually filled out my ballad, and basically ran like a mad woman out of there.
then i went home and burnt my wrist.
thats my day ina nutshell.
hmm..
today's english class was tres interesting wasnt it?
i find it so funny that mr wyatt is a self proclaimed feminist.
its good though.
he's such a great like.. debater.
i actually felt bad for derek because he was being trumped so badly by mr wyatt.
omfg
MY BURN IS BURNING.
i prolly shouldnt type anymore.
okay.
night!

happy days

im actually so let down by my favorite tv showr giht now. I was expecting something completely epic but gossip girl disappointed me.
to be honest, i was bored throughout the whole thing (which is incredibly rare for a gossip girl episode to be boring)
oh well.

I spent today cleaning under my bed.
It took like 2 hours. cleaning isnt even the right word-- organizing is the word
You have no idea how much Crap is under there.
But no worries, its now gorgeous and very wonderfully organized.
next cleaning project:
Closet.
Oh joy.
I dont really get told to clean my room, i just tackle it whenever i feel like it. and lately i have been cleaning, and organizing different parts of my room everyday, yesterday was my desk drawers (organizing scrap book stuff, soooo isnt fun)

Ho hum
pigs bum

My friends seriously depress me.
Seriously.
I hate that our group is all splity.
I hate it.
But hey, what can i do?
Nothing.
really, nothing is fixable, which is really, really disappointing and sucky and sad!
UGH!
oh well.
i mean, things were bound to change after highschool anywyas right?
but gosh.. i was hoping that it would last till at LEAST the end of the school year..
its really saddening:(

I will stop being sad and prematurely killing myself with depression (figuratively speaking)
lalalala.
Happy days happy days.

Oh god.
Isnt it rreally awkward to hear your parents sing?
i find it is..
*shivers*

oh well,
:S
i dont really have much to say, honestly..
i live quite the boring life.
last night i stayed up till.... 1... 130? watching boy meets world and then i woke up at 73 0..
and i studied for my test for 30 minutesw.
and im pretty sure i died on it...
oh well.
i was never good at weather.
ever since that weather test in 4th grade.. i memorized EVERY SINGLE CLOUD ON THAT WORKSHEET..
the teacher never told us it was on ALL weatehr... he just said clouds.
Gosh.
i obviously havent gotten over that yet.
poop.
So. lets see.
why did today suck?

1) lack of sleep
2)bad on test
3)learned things i would have ratehr not have
4)i had to relive the ap test slightly through the discussion about it..
5)gossip girl sucked
6) i cleaned under my bed.
7)i have a zit newly forming in a particular area i would rather not disclose.
8)i havent done my homwork yet
9)im tired
10)i cannot for the life of me finish a sudoku.

Why things really arent all that bad:

1) i had potstickers for lunch!!
2) i got to print pictures!!!!
3) we are getting our ap hoodies tomorrow!!!
4) antm finale is on wednesday!!!
5)My favorite 7 year old can tell apart an imposter from teh real thing!!!
6) i have got new pillow cases!!!
7) i own a plastic lady bug pencil sharpener!!
8) the place i work has a new menu with a picture of an egg wearing a sombrero (sp) (you know the mexican hats that our bud maggie brought back?!?)
9) i have a pack of gum in my bag !!
10)im going to watch MORE boy meets world episodes.



Yes, i do admit that it is incredibly sad that tv has such an incredible impact on my life.
Gosh-- PEOPLE. I NEED A LIFE!!!
please, i ask of you all,
drag me away from my laptop,
by the ear perhaps,
bring me to the sidewalk,
give me a bowler hat,
and tell me to start fiddling a trombone to make money for myself.
THat would be more entertaining than this
Honestly.
Im sooooooo bored!
Tomorrow, i have to do something.
i swear.
or i will burst a blood vessel.
oh-- maybe thursday.
yes, ill last till thursday.
no blood vessel bursting till thursday.
okay self?
Okay self!
Good plan self!
i know self.


im slowly going insane here.
Slowly but surely.
AIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!













Love, the insane one in the bowler hat on the street corner.

Work Mayhem.

Did i spell mayhem right?
If i didnt... GO EAT CAULIFLOWER
........
Im sorry.
i dont know where that came from...
OH WAIT.
YES, YES I DO.
PENT UP ANGER!!!
YES,
RAGE
AGAINST PEOPLE WHO TIP LESS THAN 10 % FOR GOOD SERVICE, WHEN THEY SPEND A HUGE AMOUNT ON THEMSELVES.
thats right.
I went there.
There was a group of like.. 8 people today at work, and they had a 94 dollar bill and tipped 4 dollars
then there was a group of 3 people.
and they had an 85 dollar bill.
tipped: 5 dollars.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE.
especially the 3 people one.. they had like 3 steaks, 3 milkshakes, 3 cheese cakes..
they treated themselves, why couldnt they tip the server decently?
i mean... they can afford it.. especially if they can treat themselves.
I mean, i know these servers, and they ALWAYS give stupendous service.
ALWAYS.
so it isnt even a matter of if they were good servers or not.
The one that was tipped 4 dollars with the 8 poeple, he has people WAITING for him for a table, there can be tables open in other people's sections, but his customers WAIT for however long it takes to be in his section.. theyve waited like a half hour before... all the while they are told that there are other tables open in other servers sections, but nope. they want that particular servers section.
and he always gets amazing tips.
Soooooooo, yes. It isnt because they are bad servers.
They are great servers.

FUNNY STORY
when i was off dealing wtih my crazy cousins (my butt actually is SO SORE , it hurts to sit: damn teeder totter!!!)
My "twin" at work (this girl with a similar ethnicity as i... we always get asked if we are sisters..) she was working, and then, my favorite 7 year old came in. Her dad said "dont you know who that is?" to my favorite 7 year old, addressing my twin. 7yrold looked confused. Twin, looked confused. The dad said to twin "dont you recognize her" asking if twin recognized 7. Twin realizes and says "oh do you think im chearts?" and then 7's dad looks shocked and says "arent you!?!?" and then twin says "no!"
im so happy that 7 can tell whose who! it makes me happy inside. like.. the 3 years that i have known her ..did allow her to differentiate me from an imposter (it sounds more dramatic this way, my twin is incredibly awesome and nice and shes great:P)

holy macaroni!
its late!
i have a test tomorrow!
i havent studied for!
CRAP.
nightio buddio,
chearts

bleh.

Last night was great, yet sucky all at once.
almost all of my family came over,
i hung out with my cousins,
went a little crazy on the teeder totter and saw that boy in a cat hat from school...
how awkward,\
i did enjoy yesterday.
just things happend that concerned me.
mainly just about my grandma, but i worried and worried about it for ages.
i had to drown my sorrows with boy meets world.
oh how i love boy meets world.
corey and topenga are broken up, so their in worse shape than i am.
Ha!
HA!
HAAAAAAA!!!
gosh, im hungry.
Can i just say taht my cousin's daughter is aboslutely beautiful?
Officially 9 months old, shes absolutely gorgeous!
*sighs*
babies are great.
If anyone doesnt like babies, theres something wrong with their head.
Yes, i went there.

Does anyone know how painful teeder tottering is?
I swear i have bruises on m y butts.
My lovely cousin, was quite evil yesterday and made me fly up like 3234 feet in the air on the teeder totter, and then i would smash back down again.
It hurts like crazy!
what would you do if i came to school with a broken butt?
I swear, do they have butt casts?
what do they do??
that would be so awkard to have a butt cast "would you like to sign my bummeoli?"
oh, heres a question:
what would you do if an old man came up to you and tried to lick your foot?
I Asked several people this and i got varying responses, interesting though.
heres teh more interesting one:
what would you do if a monkey on stilts came upt o you and started licking yoru face?
ohhh shhhhhhhnap.
"okay okay, he's got my number and you came you came"
what a lovely song...
im listening to the radio btw.

My crazy sherlock cousin has read and listened to TWILIGHT.
at first she claims she was soley doing it for research purposes..
right;)
but she actually enjoyed the movie, but not bella's acting..
and yeah.
it rocked me right off my rocker when she said that.
iw as quite ashocked.
waffles.
toast.
Lemon pie.
\i want food!!!!
i also need to relieve my notsobladderofsteal.

pogo stick fiesta,
C<3's

completely terrifying.

worried. so worried.

oh poop!!

my bestest buddy at work had her last day today.
Its so, so , SO depressing!!!
And to add to that i still havent studied/done hw yet.
frick.
Frickilicious.
LOL.i heaRD On the beat this morning... a famous nba basketball player singing that song in the showa.
asdfasdfasdfasdfasdfasdfasdfasdfasdfasdfasdfasdf.
i should do hw.

oh, misery, how i dislike you.

I dont know whats wrong with me today.
Bouncing and hyper in photo.
Sad and depressed after d block.
Bleh.
I dont know i dont know!
i blame it on the tuna salad that michelle zeh bumble bee had.
Yes.
thats it.
Sigh
I have a test on monday
And i have a bit of english homework due monday
And i ahve a family party tomorrow. China will meet england once again.
China and England are definitley on seperate sides of the world for a reason.
*sigh*
it depresses me.


Goshity gosh gosh!
i dont like this.

lol, you know what i find ironic? This girl in my photo class said to me "youre so happy! you could make any depressed person feel better!!"
I just find it so ironic.
because i definitley dont feel tah tway right now.
hufalupasf.
i think im going to have a dose of boy meets world.

hugs and kisses,
C<3'S

Garg.
I am slightly ecstatic.
Slightly Depressed.
Slightly Bored.
Slightly worried.
Slightly anxious.
Slightly happy.
Hm.
I dont know why, but it seems like i never seem to be like completley one single emotion. Its quite awkward actually.
...
Okay. Not awkward at all.
I overuse that word soo much.
More... weird than awkward.

Sigh..
Today with me lovely j and a it was uber fun (i feel so gossip girly.. saying "j " and "a")
Yes, defintiley fun. I do enjoy watching Planet Earth. Especially with those two!!:)
I must say. My n.....s are quite admirable and envy inducing.
They are the talk of today.
god. how awkward does that sound??
OKAY. there i really did use "awkward" in the right context.
Im kinda sad because i almost didnt write in my blog today (is "in my blog" the right use?) I am sooo lacking dedication lately.
I think ill write every night.
Ill make a routine out of it.
Thats the only way to get me to do things around here.
Routine, routine , routine.
Do people actually read this?
Im just wondering.
i just had to ask that in the middle of the blog.. all strategic like.
You know, so you have to read at least part way through..
But yeah.
I never know..
I completely read random, yet incredibly cool peoples blogs.. and they dont even know it... Though one time i told this girl that i read her blog and she was a bit taken a back.. but i think flattered because i told her that she was a really good writer and that i completely enjoy her blogs and all...
I THINK she took it as a compliment.. because tahts what it was supposed to be..
God. Today after I got back from a's house, i was playing music loudly, and rockin' out. (laughs) and then the phone rings. I automatically assume that it's J when meza's mother yells "phonnnee for youuuu".
So of course i pick up the phone and in an english accent i say "hellooooooo"
Then there is no response.
I start freaking out.
OMG.
WHO IS ON THE OTHER END OF THE LINE.
OMGGGGGGGG!
then a little girls voice goes "hi, this is aslkdjflakjsd"
the girl im tutoring...

LIFE LESSON: never pick up the phone and speak in an english accent because you assume that it is J or whomever. Generally NOT a good idea.
...
Of course.. that is just common sense...
*sheepish grin*
Bummy bum bum.
I compeltely love love love greys anatomy.
I watched it today. AND IZZIE GOT MARRIED !!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It made me soo happy!!!
im also sorta depressed that shes going to die soon.
Its incredibly depressing that a tv show can have such and affect on people.
Like when someone gets kicked off ANTM that ilove, i am actually really upset after it . Same wiht Idol, and of course same with if a turn of events occurs on any tv show i have become emotionally attatched to (lwd).
Im sure that isnt healthy. I mean.. to be THAT attatched to a tv show that you mummble on and on about how things turned out for a week, and then when your shows back on, you mumble again about different things for another week!
its a deadly, never ending cycle.
NEVER GET TRAPPED INTO IT.
STAY OUT WHILE ITS TOOO LATE!!!


oH But i love it so much :D


Alas, i still have geography homework.
POooooopppp.
POOOOOP.
POOOOOOOOOOOOOOP.
that sucks like a baboon bottom.
though baboon butts dont really suck.
literally, they dont suck..
but.
ill stop.
Okay.
Nighito.
Actually i lie. im not going to sleep.
im prolly going to youtube boy meets world videos now.
ah... another show.
My god.
okay.
luv ya bye
(emma quote... my favorite *sniffs* 7 year old...!!)

Freak out

right now is officially freak out hour.
Joy.
Joy.
Joy.

Poetry is an expression of the shutters

Im so clever.
HAAHAHAHHAHAHEHEHEHHEE HOOOHOOOO HOOO
(isnt that reminiscent of the Britney spears song "if you seek amy"?)
Anyhoo.
I love poems
Especially i spurt them like hose.
or a rhino.
One of the 2.
anyways.
Today was an Epic fail.]
Like a fail to the epic max.
*SNIFFLES*
i feel uncomfortable revealing why it failed.. so epically.. especially here.. in the public domain! STALKER FACE.
:D
i love you all stalker faces!!
I just feel so weird.. writing... where everyone in the world can read my inner most darkest secrets.
Well...
i obviously wont put any of THOSE up here.
god im not that daft.
*coughs uncomfortably*
Anyways..
Im starving.
I really really want oreos.
And Antm.
OMG-- whoever reads this: PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE WATCH"WHAT THE BUCK " ON YOUTUBE
funniest youtube show of my life.
I love that guy to bacon bits.
though that really isnt that great of a comparison.. because im morally against bacon bits.
You can bottle immitation bacon! its just not right!!

Im so nervous for my exam tomorrow.
i might vomit.
when i say vomit, i mean.. vomit rainbows..
i only vomit prettily .. you see?
o goshity gosh gosh gosh.
Im going to be a different person tomorrow. after this examination.
im going to be different.
I will be incredibly RELIEVED.

*giggles*
*giggles mores*
IM so ridiculous.
seriously...
one tiny little thing that happens in my day and im all giggly pants.
God. i FAIL.
fail, fail , fail.



I just found out today taht my buddie's school that she's going to next year is a party school. Im slightly envious!! I would love to party all day. party all night. GOD THAT WOULD BE AWESOME. but then agian.. im not sure if i would.
i mean.. i might think i would enjoy it.... but im sure after months of the same slightly varied thing it would get boring.
*Shrugs*
i so want to live in a dorm.
to bad its completely unpractical.. COMPLETELY.
my uni/ college is about five seconds away.
5 secons.
impractical
i love how teh five went so big. 5
its a MASSIVE 5
5555 big.
look!!
its HUGE!!
5555 im enjoying this far too much.




xoxo.
Gossip girl



rawl
i so cant get away with that.
...
how about


hugs and kisses do the disshes!
omg!
i love it!

okay!

officially starts now:


HUGS AND KISSES DO THE DISHES.
MWA.

tumble like the weed.

turqouise.
TURTLE
tumble
tot
tinkle
tinker
totally
tundra
tune up
tut
tweety
twinkly
tart
thwart
thank
trick
tumble weed


tumbleweed,
tumble weed
tumbleweed,



t u m b l e w e e d.


Tumble like the weed.

weed like the tumble





Trinket.

Pears, eyeballs and googly eyes

i eat a pear
on a winter's morn.
I touch my eyball
even when i am torn.
The googly eyes
Stare.

okay never mind

So i have decided to run with the lemon pie thing.. mainly because i couldnt think of anything else okay?:)
Overtime i might come up with something...
over time
















hiccup.

Possibly My New Addiction. Darn.

The title basically says it all.. instead of facebook.. its going to be "blogger.com"..oh joy...
I blame this all on my beloved maplesyrup...
Anyways.. its late..and i dont really feel all that inclined to say that much more.
Lame I know.. What is the point of getting a blog when I dont even say anything?
Im not exactly sure, but Im sure I'll say more in the future.. its just not now.. when its late.. and i really really need to finish Huck Fin.. like .. i should have finished it yesterday.
Fail with cherries on top.
Oh well.

Hopefully names of blogs and such are changeable.. because Lemon pie was the first thing that came to mind... *gulps* and i dont even like lemon pie-- no wait-- i dont think ive tried it.. or wait!!! YES I HAVE!! and im pleased to say.. i think i enjoyed it.. i think......
*sighs*

I desperately need sleep.
I blame it on Huck and now.. blogspot!!!! Aieeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

xoxo
Gossip girl..
wouldnt that be great if there could be a real life gossip girl??
Okay okay.. not really at all..
but.. i like to think it would be:D