How good it is to be liked by you!~

:)

Mhhhhm.

waiting, waiting, waiting, for zeh telephone to ring :)

this is why excitment is bad

and expectations are bad.
you are almost always dissappointed.
and soemtimes for the most INSANE reasons. that DONT make sense.
i'm crazy.

HEHEHEHHEHE

i'm excited for today.
today will be a good day.
FRUIT FTW :D
:D




*SMILES*
i really hope that everything will be great, because i'm supaaaa excited :)

The same paradoxical days

So, everyday has been sooooo.. the same.
Just this constant state of anxiety
But relaxation at the same time.
I'm constantly worried about certain things *cough fruit cough*
And i'm seriously feeling like I should be doing hw.. and studying.. but i havent been.
So, thats been my life.
Too much fruit
And too little work.
Anxiety is put in all of the wrong places.
i SHOULd get my priorities straight.
i mean.. come on.. how are fruit ontop of my priority list right now? It should be schhool. i should be worrying about school.--- i really gotta start thinking with my head. not my heart.
Because my heart is soo misguided half the time :(.

chai aj

i'm drinking chai tea apple juice.
on the label it says that it is 'grown up apple juice'
you know you're jealous ;) Lol

yay for inconsistency

so, yesterday, was pretty good, but xyz/ jkln probably thinks i'm a bit of a loon.. but.. whatever.. :)
it was still great :)
and it makes me happy!
mauahahhaha
today sucked balls though.
seriously.
I sat around home doing nothing but hw/ tv/ msn.
sad, sad day.
I hope tomorrow will be miles better.
seriously.




Some phrases that make me smile:
Chairman Lenny
Condiments
Distressing
don't worry about it
nothing
moooostache
heeeepo
:)



and .. Rugby.
*grunt*
...


Dontcha love how crazy my blogs are?
these are the thoughts that float around in my brain.. hahah, not a fun place to live. id on't think.