today sucks.

Boo.

Great Day

And today = one of them :D




EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

gOAls anyone?

Oh boy, So many, so very many things i want to improve on this year...
"Like what?" you might ask?
Well:
School
Work
Socializing!!!!
I need to meet more people, I'm going to join a club, and actually attend!.. this is what i will do..
Woot! for decisions ;)
Woot for hopefully fulfilling these goals!!

okay seriously?

its so depressing >< why does no one post anymore :(

Lets go to mexico!

Or somewhere!
I have like this HUGE NEED to go to Mexico, or like, England, or France, or China (biased much?:)) or SOMETHING
Like i have this huge desire to travel with friends.
Like HUGE
i want to go somewhere, not this summer, but next summer (of course I'll probably be too immersed in studies or something for it to actually happen--but I wanna go somewhere fabulous!!!)
Even the states.
Even like 1hr's drive away in a hotel:
OMG
thats what i want to do!
We should all have like some sort of Girls weekend in a hotel and bring like face masks and crap!
YES!
wouldn't that be fun?
I think it would..
this summer?
Ohh.. that would be Supa fabulous!
of course, wanting something to happen is far easier than Making this happen.



Rofl. i like how i started off with Mexico.. and then settled for a hotel an hour away.
I just want a sense of independence, and fun!!!
gosh gosh osh kosh.
im such a nerdy nerd nerdingtons.

I'll tell you what's up!

So, life is pretty crazy lately. Lots of readings, papers, and studying to do, but thats just uni life for you:). So far, even with all the craziness of school, I have really enjoyed it. I really appreciate the challenge of school, and the satisfaction of finishing something you never would have expected to finish. (example: lonnggg papers!:))

There was a booksale today, and it made me happy! it made me happy that i could find so many books that i was interested in, and sooo happy that i was surrounded by people that love books too...
how nerdy am i?
I just love being surrounded by people that WANT to be smart you know? Its not a BAD thing to be smart, but something desired.
I always sorta felt that in highschool, wanting to be smart wasnt .. the best thing ever? I mean, it was good, but, things like.. you know, 'coolness' is .. more valuable..
oh well, i feel like i'm in the right place, surrounded by people aiming to do well.

you know that feeling of intimidation when you walk by those little prissy girls in highschool? well, i always felt intimidated, but.. hell, i don't feel that way anymore! there are a heck of a lot less of those prissy intimidating people in uni (i wonder why.. ;))
Most people i've met have been incredibly dorky (in a great way!), incredibly friendly, incredibly smart, and just wonderful!!!
of course, that IS just most people;)
theres always the occassional nut case, but, thats okay!!:)
*breathes a sigh of relief*
i love love love being in uni <3





ps: this might be a temporary lapse of sanity..
This statement will probably change in about 5 minutes when i start my paper worth 20 % of my grade...;)

it just isnt right

last night i fell asleep at 8... and i woke up at 5...
i know , i know, thats teh perfect amount of sleep. but now i feel really distraught because im not used to being the first person awake in my household.. on a saturday.

*edit*

so after this i went to sleep at 7am.. and woke up at 11 30...
13.5 hours of sleep..
AND NOW im super tired again.
FML.