Friday, May 15, 2009

alice i think

my bud from work is gone, gone gone
i have no ham
i have no sam
i am
i am so sad
i am so sad
i wishi were glad
but no ia m sad
why you ask?
I DO NOT KNOW
i do not know
no.
i lie
nwz
im tired
..
i know lately i have beend oing a lot of quantity and not quality posts.
i promise.. ill.. try to make more of an effort
but lately ive been so fire trucky upity
it sucks
like fickle scissors .

AHHH
im sleep deprived.
i hate this.
i need sleep

you know what sucks?
it dawned on me today, that i have never been truely happy in all my life-
ever.
like theres always, in the back of your mind...
theres always something that makes you unhappy like..
maybe thats just me, but even when im at my happiest..
im still a little unhappy.
thats my thinking..
anyways.
im truckity trucked up.
night.

2 comments:

  1. Patty cake, patty cake, baker's man!
    :) I'm sure you were a happy little baby when you were hiding in the closet. Teehee. So there's always something lurking around that could bring you down. But, hey. There's good things too. Just forget about the bad stuff for a bit each day. There's more than enough good reasons to be really upset, then you just reflect on all the crap and bawl for a bit. But, when you decide to get happy again, leave all the nasty stuff behind for a while. It works good... most times...

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  2. That's okay, most people are fire trucked up :)
    Um. Happiness is impossible to reach. Find joy in small things, and forget the bad. There will never be something wonderful without pain.
    Like friendship, for instance.
    Anyways, lovee.
    Follow Alice to her next job, and hide in her trousers.

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